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Thursday, August 31, 2006 | 5:47 AM
:D yays!
i mean just, YAY!
don't raise your eyebrows!
i just seriously feel high.
HOHOHOHOHOS.
...

| 3:54 AM
it's over.
once, twice.
not anymore.


went back to parkview.
ten dollars spent on the taxi fare.
amk taxi stand = useless.
i waited like forty minutes for the taxi?
should have taken the BUS lahs.
i think i'd have reached earlier,
or even the same time lors.

i would have saved like, $8 plus?
why am i sometimes so stupid.
but it's not my fault that taxis don't come.
taxis usually line taxi stands, so yahs.

(: parkview.

it didn't feel right.
staring you in your face.
so i took peeks.

yanyun, melisa, joycce went off.
like, so fast! )))))): siannns.
jiayi and gladys went off soon too.
)))))): doubly siannnnnns.

so it was like,
me.
zwaii.
lixuan.
pds.
nsh.
tsh.
haibias
arnold.
qiying.
shaojie.
weikang.
wenyuan.
xinting.
cheryl.

end.

desheng and arnold were sharing sick jokes.
then we were like laughing while feeling disgusted.
i felt like an extra. 1 netballer & truckloads of vballers.
so whatever lahs. it felt so-so i suppose.
(it wasnt supposed to turn out like this.)

i was asking weikang to treat me to drinks.
cause i was broke :D stupid taxi.
then he tell me to follow him.
i follow liaos he tell me he have 5ocents.
wahlaus.

when i turned round,
i saw what i didnt want to see.
you went off, without a smile.
there wasnt a look in the eye.
you left me feeling so lost.

yahs, play until like 4plus.
then we went home.
it wasn't what i expected.
not exactly what i wanted.
but still, i kind of enjoyed,
overall.

zwaii opened her famous amos cookies.
so i turned into cookie monster :DDDD
gobble gobble gobble ! four cookies.
hahahahas, thanks zwaii (: ilu

i returned and forgot to go for piano.
oops. it was like, i blanked out.
nothing comes through now.

i become more and more afraid.
and it kills me slowly now.
do you know how much it kills?
how can you act like nothing ever happened
how could you.
inside we're both hiding.

i feel it.
...

Wednesday, August 30, 2006 | 4:25 AM
fuck.
i feel damn angry today.
stupid brother.
got one fucking whole day to play.
all you can do is hog the computer
some more, get a life lahs.

yahs, PPR's back ):
deprove, deprove, deprove DEPROVE
yahs, 72 only can. sevetny twoooo.
neahs. highest in the level is 86 ahs?
1JUSTICE girl, whatta hell.

mr tai is shit lahs.
no mindset of his own.
everything have to ask khong.
like, whatever okays?
stop taking other teacher's periods lahs.
fucking hunchback.

and for some reason.
when i was sleeping during
the d&t free period.
SOMEBODY had to come
and fucking disturb me.
and stick some orchird in my hair.
when i was like FUCK LAHS.
you were like not me.

& you still deny? asshole.
i think i hate you alot.

yahs,
fuck.
i had a fucking day.
so fuck off lahs.
or i might just start
spamming you.
...

Tuesday, August 29, 2006 | 4:33 AM
i just realised i have tags :DD

so yepps (:

PDS: lols! science geek lahs.
if you werent a science geek,
you wouldnt have remembered
all the FACTS and SUPER CHIM words!
:DD im half asleep during physics lessons.
hehehs, therefore i is not a science geek.
cause i is donno science is whatszxszsxsx

btw i was replying tag replies when you tagged lahs.
not my fault i have two brothers who hog the computer.
what. && seriously, i dont respect you. HAHA

JESSLYN: hullos cheng hweee :DDDD fine lors. my
birthday nobody remember >< i feel so hurt, sniffxsz.
you hurtszxszxs my fweelings, sniffzxszx. hehehs.
nehhminds. next year i shall bug you all, PLEHHS.

limin: mommy! hullos (: they bully me cans!
LOLS, mrs cheong will probably beat me up
instead of helping me, VIOLENNTT~~

LoL-ing: are you who i think you are?
or not. or yes? leave name lahs :DDDD
i'd love to know who you are.
(though i secretly know you're my secret stalker)
kidding lahs. just, ums! LEAVE NAME :D

END.
...

| 4:12 AM
bahs. i hate mrstan the art teacher.

)): whole day gimme six only.
fuck whatever effort you say lahs.
effort my ass, cannot see my effort mehs?
@&(*!*)(&$#(@&($ bitch.

so whats the point of effort and hardwork?
when it all comes to a naught, and all you
give is some "pretty good" comment.
and condemn my work with a SIX.
fuck you

my card to you is like, nothing.
cause i have nothing to say to you.
other than that you made me hate art.
and that, you ruined my PPR.
and that i hate you alot?

on the bright side :D

#1.i got a bitch for mathematics!
:DDD bitch as in 38 ! :DDDD
which means i get like 84 ++

#2.& holidays are coming.
and the home work is piling.

#3. thursday i get let off at 10am.
:DDDDD yippee!

----------------------------------------------
*snip snip snip snip*

can i not go to school tomorrow?
it seems like such a horrible day.
my ppr is going to be like, HELL!
@*)($*&(@&(*&#@!#

sometimes it seems i cant do anything.
i dont feel like trying anymore.
run till i drop dead.
i dont wna give a bitch.


you left me standing.
in that small corner,
where i stayed stuck


...

Sunday, August 27, 2006 | 2:23 AM
i had 13hours of sleep(:

i konked out while reading a book,
in my brother's room on his bed! :D
the room was so cold, damn shiok
then i woke up at exactly 1 pm today.

To Do List:
#1. Literature wksht
#2. Science Background research
#3. Art Number 2 & 3 picture
#4. Science wksht 8/9
#5. netball teachers' note for tcher's day

anymore? better not be hors :DD
i think im quite a good girl :DDDD
chiong my art&craft? not now.
crapped with yanyun and pds and limin.
.& i came up with 3 conclusions.

limin: is officially my mother
after many DNA and blood tests
(i am stupid because of her genes)

pds: after discussing about my science research stuff,
with him and yanyun, he is officially a damn science geek!
he is crazy with all the physics crap lors.

yanyun: she needs to be pumped with some science notes!
:DDDD okay kidding lahs. hehehehehs(: yanyun is somehow,
SMART.

i need to drink a slurpee :D
brainfreeze.
...

Saturday, August 26, 2006 | 2:49 AM
Pesta Sukan today :DD

i was like, so nervous before Round2 started.
yahs, imagine how tall the Bdivs would be!
but when the first match started,
i dont feel nervous at all liaos xDD

First match: Westwood secondary, Bdivs.
hahahahas. tough game! we lost 8-10 ):
marylee said we played well though.
and when marylee says we played well,
we play well :DDD we were abit jittery in the front.
nevermind! we still rock a lot.

the Wingdee is damnnnnnnn stupid cans.
keep jumping beside me, and it doesnt do anything.
cause she's like 3feet away from me lors.
:DDDDD & she sticks very close to me.
aaaaahs sweaty and smelly person sticking me!
LOLS. yep nice game played though ><

Second game: against Damai Secondary, Bdivs.
we got thrashhhhed :p i think it was like, 21-5.
or something lahs. my wingdee i think is like,
ONE POINT SEVEN SOMETHING CANS!
thats about one whole head taller than me okays.
& her running steps are like very huge and heavy.
yahs, thats about it.

(: if you didnt know, damai plays good netball.
they beat our very very very good snrs okays!

Third game: Riverside Secondary, Bdivs.
i played Center for the first quarter :O
i dont like playing center now, HAHA ANGIE(:
cause i think i play a better wingattack.
and angie plays a better center :DDD
just that she doesnt like running everywhere.

ms lee put me back as wingattack at the 2nd quarter.
hahahahas(: she knows and i also know angie is a
MUCH MUCH BETTER CENTER :DDD
cause she spaces out better than me.
Hi angie, you handle space well, dont you?

i think we got thrashed too :p hehehs.
stop thinking why we keep getting thrashed!
is not that we are lousy okays! its that we're short.

Fourth game: Tanglin Secondary, Bdivs.
we lost 14-5 i think. its not that bad lahs.
we would have won okay, seriously (:
if their goddammit GS wasnt like 1.7M++
going on 1.8M, its like damn tall lahs.

yuhui is like the tallest player in the ENTIRE snnb team.
and that damn girl is like almost one head taller than her?!
so she dont need to jump at all to catch the ball lahs >:(
then yuhui couldnt intercept the ball, at all!

Reasons i dont like Extremely Tall People.

#1. i feel very small and tiny beside them.
#2. they have very long legs.
#3. they can hit my head very easily.
#4. because i am short.
#5. they dont need to jump to catch a ball.

there should be a height limit for netballers :D
hahahahas then everybody will be shorties.

Reasons i love not so tall people <3

#1. because they can jump very high.
#2. they are more agressive (mr ng says so! )
#3. because i am short :DD
#4. shorties are very cute & huggable
#5. because i am short :DD

To fellow not-so-tall people : you all totally agree right?
there should never be a rule that says short people cannot
join/play netball! :DDD short people can play better netball,
than some extremely tall people okays !

Fifth game: St Theresa's Convent, Bdivs
I LOVE STC :DDD they are super nice lors.
when i accidentally hit my Wing Defence by accident,
(in the face somemore) she never blame me :D
not like some stupid people who give you bushuang looks.
roars, yahs and they're like DAMN TOGETHER LORS.
got team spirit and nice nice characters.

i like their center in the second quarter!
she damn cute lahs :DDD and i shook hands!
with my nice wingdefence and the nice center/gk.
(: st theresasians seem very nice to me, hehehs
but dont you agree that stnicks rock more? :DD

the reason i like them, is also because we won them 11-8!

go saintnicks,

go saintnicks,

go, go, go saintnicks!

woohoos :DDD

i think our seniors got into the 3rd round.
BOOYAAAAAAAHHHHHS, snnb rocks can!

yahs, then i went to White Sands library.
so shunbian help my mother check some book thing.
then i was talking english to the popular lady.
then she think i donno how to talk chinese.
exaplin things liaos, she was like
" ming bu ming bai? " -.-"
hellos may i explain that last year,
i got Distinction for PSLE hmt?!

hahahas(: nothing much liaos.
nerice is funny :DDD so am i.
CHRISTAL AHS! i help you introduce
chickflick to nerice liaos! got commission nots.

Sandra the captain : My maid Mariaa.
Limin the GA: Mrs cheong/My mother(?)
i am ms cheong. HOOYOO

whisper your goodbyes.
how would i know,
if you never said so?
...

Thursday, August 24, 2006 | 5:09 AM
happy brithday jesslyn! :DD

and belated birthday to kimberly.

happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthhhdaayy to youuu (tw0),
happy birthday to you :DDD

loads of best wishes and yahs, wishes lors.
do the best you can. (phrase from n.day song)
:DDD yeps, remember to remember me okay?

jesslyn treated us to macs today :DD
and it was a one bloody heck big mess.
hectic situation lahs. twenty burgers at a go?
hahahas. some people very ill-mannered :/
we sang birthday song loud loud to jesslyn xD
she damn lau pui lahs. spent like $100 on us
(oi, dont look at me hors!)

michelle's birthday is coming !
my crazy fake-we-playing-great-piano-songs friend.
if you dont get this, TOO BAD.
hahahahas(:< size="5">Cdivs gogogo, wibbx LURRRVEESS <3

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says:HAHAHAS YOUR NICKNAME

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says:HAHAHAHAHAHAS(:

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says:hi i am your stalker,.

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says:i want to join volleyball

Boy, I'm crazy about you. (: says:???

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says:so i can see my idol everyday.

Boy, I'm crazy about you. (: says:LOLOLOLOL

Boy, I'm crazy about you. (: says:huh?

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says:i wna drool on youuuuu.

Boy, I'm crazy about you. (: says:question mark.

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says:(sung to the tune i wna hold your hand)

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says:lalalas

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says:why dont you dedicate a post to me now idol grandmummy

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says:MY IDOOOLLLL

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says:grandmimmy know how to use comp!

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says:<33333

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says:HAHAS

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says:im hyper!

Boy, I'm crazy about you. (: says:????

Boy, I'm crazy about you. (: says:dionne.

Boy, I'm crazy about you. (: says:i have NO idea what you're talking about!

Boy, I'm crazy about you. (: says:hahahahhaa

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says:yes idol?

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says:you're not supposed to understand!

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says: its too dumb for your great sea of knowledge.

Boy, I'm crazy about you. (: says:WHY AM I NOT SUPPOSED TO?!

Boy, I'm crazy about you. (: says:alamak.

Boy, I'm crazy about you. (: says:NEVERMIND.

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says:*blink blink*

Boy, I'm crazy about you. (: says:INSULT ME

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says:hehehs.

Boy, I'm crazy about you. (: says:GO ON

Boy, I'm crazy about you. (: says:FINE LOR

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says:you are the ugliest person on earth on opposite day.

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says:kekes

Boy, I'm crazy about you. (: says:I DON'T TREAT YOU NEOPRINTS NEXT TIME LIAO LOR.

Boy, I'm crazy about you. (: says:hahahahha kidding!

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says: ): you hurt my feelings idol.

this is me and yanyun's conversation (:
and to prove how gullible yanyun is..

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says:i have an eye injury do you know?

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says: :D

Boy, I'm crazy about you. (: says:!

Boy, I'm crazy about you. (: says:why??

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says:im one eye blind now ):

Boy, I'm crazy about you. (: says:!

Boy, I'm crazy about you. (: says:LOL don't bluff la.

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says:really lors.

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says:you dont believe me.

Boy, I'm crazy about you. (: says:why la?

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says:yuhui throw the ball at my face.

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says:then the glass break go in my eye

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says:wahlaus then you think why i so long nehh blog.

Boy, I'm crazy about you. (: says:eh wait!

Boy, I'm crazy about you. (: says:glass break?

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says:yahs.

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says:specs.

Boy, I'm crazy about you. (: says:ALAMAK YOU OKAY OR NOT?

Boy, I'm crazy about you. (: says:how come never tell me!?

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says:tell you one eye blind liaos.

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says:now got eye patch.

Boy, I'm crazy about you. (: says:i go chip the yuhui for you.

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says:HAHAHAHAHAHAHAS(:

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says:no need

Boy, I'm crazy about you. (: says:LOL.

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says:she too skinny liaos.

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says:chip some more will disappear.

Boy, I'm crazy about you. (: says:LOLOLOL.

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says:later you go my blog.

Carnival Round Two - Bdivs & Sng2 says:i show you picture of my EYE PATCH

hahahas yanyun i tricked you :DD

though i really have eye injury!

its only a small cute on my eyelid.

by the way i was laughing like siao xDDDD

bye! you treat me to neos ahs ((((:
...

Tuesday, August 22, 2006 | 2:22 AM
yeeeeps(:
i dont like today,
bad bad sian things!

NUMBER ONE! :X
I CHANGED SEAAAAAAATS.
for no good reason! i wasnt ALWAYS
talking to beverley whaaaaat.
how come kaien and eileen never change seats!?
im sitting with sara now :D
better than limin, and sarah(?)
sarah isnt that bad lahs.
(hey i recall saying sth liddat in prischool!)

hmmmphs, number TWO
early in the morning, stupid
bitch of an art teacher gave me 6
for my artwork, knnccb nbccb!
she is one asshole lahs, paris this that.
i used up most of my vulgarities today.
grrr. wrote knnccb raaahs on the board.
xDD (it wasnt me who wrote vulgarities on the board!)

i got a B3 for english.
fuck a B3!?!?!?!?!?!
nerice got an A1 ):
i dislike clever nerice
hehehs :DD

i got scolded/lectured by an indian uncle.
bus driver uncle, WTF! and you know for what?
for coming down the staircase of the double deck.
before the bus stopped. huuhhhs?
he say got people get paralysed before.
fuck. dont you curse.

yah pds was complaining i am emo.
wonderful (: emo emo emo.
we took class photo liaos!
(: i wna see closely, in the book :D
mr wong better choose the nice pic.
heheh :D not that i look ugly,
in any of the pictures xDDD
just that i look NICER in others.

blahs. bye
...

Saturday, August 19, 2006 | 12:04 AM
pesta sukan today :X

we only won 4/5 matches ):
but it wasnt our fault right.
last match is yiochukang Bdiv.
got scolded by @&*&^(@*#.
pahs, whatever.

saw aqilah at the carnival!
buddens i think that rachel
and marianne going for the after 12 thing.
so, yahs(:

eadelin came today.
ex senior i dont know.
she was shorter than i recalled!
but i think she plays very well(:

jiaxing fell down today! :O
looks quite bad to me.
she slid with one leg sticking
out then the other bent in.
she gave a very super duper loud
"OWWWWWCHHHH" (damn loud!)
hope she's not seriously hurt or sth


i didnt go for tuition today.
donno if ahwaiis went for tuition!
i was so tired, i toppled in the car.
boom, and snoreeess.

yahs nothing much liaos.
HEHEHS(: NICE TUITION WAII?
paiseh luuuuhhhs.
...

Friday, August 18, 2006 | 4:50 AM
tag replies(:
cause today was so-so.

adimirer: hullos DARRLINGG. are you duck? xD
you have a spelling error by the way ><

limin: hahahas, cannot put yingqi as professional!
must be fair to other people :DDD im not biased.
yep i know liaos (: rachel's url is in her prsl msg -.-


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i wore xuejun's tie after school today

i looked like a misfit! (: <

low low socks and low low belt = not monitor looking!
at all. hahahahahas. it was damn hot anyway.
hot as in warm, not lookinngg goood kind of hot.

it was nice while it lasted though :DD
nice duck lent it to me till monday.
ilu Bell McDuck. i shall t.care of your tie.
I PROMISE :D


i talked to marianne and z.waii today!
Me and marianne were like reminiscing pri4 days.
and netball matches of course (: so swt.
they're very memorable events okay!
and i found out something HEEHEEHEES
yays! rachel and marianne going to the Pesta Carnival too!
:DD three cheers for netball. doremi virus, LOLS
i see the Do key needs some tuning xp

zwaii! i havent talked to her on msn, for AGESSS~
hahahahas. she is very stressed cause of exams!!
im so-so stressed i suppose ): this wkend
i CANNOT rest, nevermind! i shall..
take pleasure in doing l oads of work :D
she saw benjamin yeo dance, LOLS.
& she says he dacnes well, LOLOLS.
she also said he became more shuai LOLOLOLS.
i didnt see any difference, other than his low voice.
when i saw him on the buis that day lahs.

mr seth tan asked a question today.

if today was your last day living,

what would you do?

so guess what i told beverley.

(obviously you wld do something you nver did right?)

so i told her, " i wld have sex," and go bungee jumping.
:D i wna be remembered as the girl that died while
bungee jumping when molten splatted on her.
LOLS i was kidding okay, when i said it :X

you dont really think i wld do that, right?
actually im still thinking :/ stupid mr tan,
make me think so much.

my options
1. play netball
2. hug my oinkletletotosis.
3. bungee jump.
4. crash a plane.
5. say ilu.
6. oh, have sex(?)
the last one is out xD
i want to die a virgin.

i shall then be rmb-ed as Virgin Dionnehx.
hahahahhahahas. bye (:
wish me luck for tmrw's carnival okay!

i'd hoped you'll say something.
...

Tuesday, August 15, 2006 | 3:55 AM
i am like, HAPPY :DDD

i got 29/35 for my math test!

yahs, but im tired now ):<

and sticky and stinky!

so, BUHBYES xD
...

Monday, August 14, 2006 | 2:55 AM
nerice 's tagboard is fun.
please scroll down to the end.
&please read from the bottom

and nerice stops the tag, to play a cooking game.

!president dionne: yes yes yes. i agree with teacher dionne VERY TRUE VERY TRUE
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!teacher dionne: singapore's future for ONE PUEENY DOLLAR!
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!teacher dionne: YOU SHOULD CARE MORE FOR YOUR CHILD RATHER THAN JUST CARE ABOUT MONEY MONEY MONEY! please. your child is the future of singapore! all singaporean students are the future of sinapore! please dont RUIN
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parent nerice: u noe u very boliao leh.i having a meeting now. dun disturb me
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!teacher dionne: ((: you shouldnt fool around during an english examination. YOU KNOW? i shall have to ring up your parents for bad behavior
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nerice: dine. so strict for wad. i purposely one can.
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!teacher dionne: your company has toppled because your english sucks, YOU HAVE GONE MAD, not u had went mad HAHAHAHAHAHAS(:
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boss nerice: doctor dionne, u r fired now caus patients have been complaining dat u had went mad.
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!doctor dionne: hmm. i see. My advice for you is this. JUMP AROUND LIKE YOU'RE CRZY AND IT SHOULD HELP. OR MAYBE KICKING WATERMELONS MIGHT WORK. YAH SO DO WHAT I SAY! AND YOU SHALL TURN CRZY (((: ROOOARRR
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Unfaithful by Rhianna
(: dont worry, you wont be able to kill me. no you wont.


[Verse 1:]
He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rollin' in
Because I'm goin' again
To him I just can't be true

[Bridge:]
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I'm happy with some other guy
I can see him dyin'

[Chorus:]
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be.... a murderer

[Verse 2:]
I feel it in the air
As I'm doin my hair
Preparing for another day
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late I say I won't be long
Just hangin' with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

[Bridge:]
Cause I know that he knows im unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dyin'

[Chorus:]
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be.... a murderer

Our love... his trust
I might as well take a gun
And put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this... anymore
Oooohhh... anymore
[Chorus:]
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be.... a murderer

Oooohhh ...a murderer
No no no
Yeah yeah
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| 1:05 AM
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netballers! jiayou :DD Pesta sukan carnival(?)
i mixed it up with history. i said Gupta carnival
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dionne lee jiayou :DDD i rock so much cans.
LOLS. i didnt mix myself up with queen elizabeth
xD cause we havent learn about her yet LOL


yahs, i cant wait for the week to end.
school isnt good for your health (:
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| 12:18 AM
hi. i am your imaginary friend.
the voice inside your head.

today was pretty sians(:
mumbled loads of fuck words
during pe lesson. the whole
class wouldnt co operate.
so i was mumbling,
fuck siahs, fuckening class.

so i kind of yelled.
maybe i should yell more next time.
like, whatta hell can. just because
the teacher's not here doesnt mean
you dont have to warmup properly.
(: dont tell you have no sense at all?
ms susan lim told us to tuck in our shirts.
in a reprimanding sort of way ): stupid.

yahs, physical ed is officially boring
because, *im not going to say anything*
): it just gets sian-er and sian-er.

science wasnt that boring after all.
i kind of like doing maths liaos.
only when i can figure the answers lahs.
i shall become more proactive.
i shall become more daring.
i shall ask loads of questions.
but no, i shall not pull my belt up.
and my socks will just keep getting lower.
>:DDDD one of the monitors cared again.

chinese debate was fun (:
proposition rocks can?!
opposition also lahs !
i mean they ARE in a disadvantage.
since when ju an si wei wasnt important.
hahahahahahas.

i voted weiping for
best debator :DDD

did anyone nice vote for me?

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does this mean no? )):
hahahahahahas, anyways!
i know its either tongs/weiping.
(: the super debators.

THAT DOESNT MEAN IM NOT ANY GOOD OKAY!

my ride home!
i tompang tongs' father's car home!
hahahahahas. yitong asked her father
whether i could come nots :DDDD
then i plonked my butt in anyway.
he couldnt say no ><

i said alot of wahlaus in the car.
i talked alot of shit in the car.
BAD IMPRESSION!
delete delete delete!

i shall hypnotize yitong's lao ba!
only when i turn into a good girl.
who doesnt bitch about people.
THATS LIKE A MILLIONS YEARS (:
i'll probably always be rebellious.

oh yahs.
me and nerice were marching arnd

during free period :DD hahahahahas

then we hopped all the way to the toilet

and back again. i dont if i look stupid ((:

im here, slurping whats left of my slurpee.
thinking of whats left in those memories :/
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Sunday, August 13, 2006 | 4:52 AM
gosh. sihao learns h.econs!

i mean, when did boys learn h.econs?!

crazyness! sihao learnt to sew & cook!

:OO he's very nice, i guess.

but he wouldnt sew anything for me!

so mean ): hahahahahahas.

okay dinner, BYE(:
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| 4:07 AM
Saa's house today! :D
from 1pm to like 5pm?
five hours of funny songs and crap.
hahahahahas.

Physics project! HAHAHAHA(:
made only THREE ramps in five hours.
we kind of completed it though.
we need to touch up though,
sarah's mother says.

SINCE WHEN EVERYBODY
DO THE SAME THING AS US AHS?
:/ as in, seriously. WHEN?

sarah was being the sensitive guitar girl
that she is, and started playing her guitar.
she started singing songs about nipples.
hahahahahahas(: cause i told her that,
there was this woman with three nipples in Egypt.

sim was like, "alot of singaporeans grow a third nipple
also lahs. its because of our climate." LOLS, liar xD
at least i hope she's lying!

she told us to guess a famous song by a famous singer.
title: Oops I Nippled Again. by: Nippleney Spears
hahahahahas(: then she started singing HER song.
the song with loads of nipples! :DDDD
IT WAS BECAUSE OF THE CLIMATE!

yep. christal went off quite early,
to check out the studio she was going to
take her piano exam in? i think so.
thats about it i suppose :D

this is the picture i painted for sarah.
she is a platypus :/ does it look like one?
hahahahahahahas(:<

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i'd love to paint you.
pretty please?
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Saturday, August 12, 2006 | 5:28 PM
went to watch fireworks!
French fireworks, are darn nice :DD

but before that, i went for tuition at 3pm.
AGAIN ((: i survived three and a half hours.
yanyun was like, saying she coming home very late.
then she very scared, cause this month was the 7month lahs.
then she looked at her watch! guess what time it was?
4.44pm! LOLS then she was so freaked out,
she asked me to teach her the prayer. hahahahas(:

yeahs. we went to city hall there like at, 6plus?
and we waited for about 2 hours liddat luhs ._."
so while waiting for the fireworks to begin,
my father, brother and ME went for dinner.
harry's steakhouse: service is damn lousy.
food is so-so, but expensive. DONT GO! >:DD

then we squeezed back to our mat there.
wahlaus ehs, it felt like i was going through
those SUGARCANE JUICERERS.
i am that thin. HAHAHAHAS.

yahs, then my mother and her friends.
were like SUPER flustered when we went back.
cause they said it was damn boring sitting there.
so they asked the other children to walk around.
after a while, my mother's two friends wanted to
go to the toilet, which was OUTSIDE! and then,
the police were closing the gates! :O

plus, my y.brother, nicia, nicholas, zhirong
were like OUTSIDE the gate. then they were
super scared also, but they managed to get back.

it was then i found i could have been kidnapped.
my mo says that when i was one and a half yrs old.
she was at the park, buying ice cream!
then i suddenly disappeared! like :OOO
then they waited and looked for me for 1hours plus.

cause i wasnt supposed to be able to walk so fast!
i started walking when i was 9months old :DDD
then this uncle brought me back. i had a packet of
swts in my hand! :X donno what happened to me.
cause i couldnt talk like FLUENT english yet.
i was only 1 and a half yr old okay!
i probably have more brawn than brain!
righht. im both smart and sporty OK! beat that.

hahahahas.then the fireworks started!
like ohmygosh they were like the best things
ive ever seen. shO pwEttiExx!
some were like small asterix that burst out.
then they were ones coming towards you.
(those were the best among all, i think xD)
then there were fireworks like fountains.
fireworks that looked christmassy.
then there were these super cool fireworks.
when they flew up they spread out in to rows
of light right? then these rows,
BURST INTO ANOTHER FIREWORK.
:DDD

120mins of waiting to 15mins.
ratio doesnt seem right, right?
it was worth the shuffling and pushing
though!

with love!
crazyon the pink crayon.
i can colour you colourful!
not just pink (: im special
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Friday, August 11, 2006 | 9:35 PM
we beat angmokio sec!

39 to 21 points :DDDD

go saintnicks netballers! xD

tag replies, here!

sarah>yo, through links, LOLS.
i donno actually, just blog hopped there.
OUR WOOD HOWWW? blahs.

limin>OKAY(: professional GA.
ahahahahahahas, i feel crzy today.

nerice&huiting> OKAY I SHALL GO TO
BOTH YOUR BLOGS! *clicks on the links*
learnt a new tickling technique ahs? LOLS.
and what is the KOKO CLUB HUITING?

----------------------------------------------------
(cut along the line.)

went for morning tuition today.
i was so scared that yanyun will oversleep lahs.
then i sms and called her so many times LOL
xD im like, NOT trusting her.

i dont feel like saying anything else liaos.
i feel bored ): but i felt smart during tuition!
cause i could like, do most of the questions.
this was revising on algebra lahs, so :DD

watching the FIREWORKS at marina later.
like whatever lors. fireworks very nice mehs?
:/ French Fireworks ahs? i think so. BLAAAHS.
ROARS.

with love<3,
crazyon the pink crayon.
i can colour you pink!
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Thursday, August 10, 2006 | 3:48 AM
Sometimes you think you've gotten over a person,
but when you see him smile,
you suddenly realize you're just pretending you're over him
to ease the pain of knowing that he will never be yours.

not that i ever had you.
not that you really knew.
what we always had was,
so misty. i never really could see.

do you think i could see you smile again?

how could i find someone else like you.
could you tell me, the truth.

was it true afterall, was it?

I swore to myself it wouldn't happen again.
I vowed to myself that this was the end.
The end of this longing, this yearning so strong,
I said I was over you, but oh I was so wrong.

Missing you isn't the hard part,
knowing I once had you is what breaks my heart.

so what am i supposed to do now.

How do I say goodbye to someone I never really had?
Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was never really mine?
Why is it I miss someone I was never really with?
And why do I love someone whose love was never really mine?

but i'll still try.
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| 2:59 AM
i rock with paint(:<
the programn. but with acrylic paint?
im not sure if im good.

rahs, i bought acrylic pant from popular.
:/ then i painted my school shoes.
but it turned out quite screwish ):
its okay right? they're old shoes.
with a few loose threads here and there.
plus some holes.

i drew on my shoes and it looked nice okay!
but then i coloured it all, and it screwed ):
its okay :DD but it isnt exactly screwed
it looks the kind of so-so shoe.
but its only half! maybe the other half
will look GREEEATTT.

blahs. yanyun kept saying that she was
my grandmother HAHAHAS(:
and i kept saying "no my grandmother prettier than you lahs"
plus loads of grandmother things.
like the Miss Universe 1902 thing LOL

Today is only okay
(: quite sian, xian, sien?
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Wednesday, August 09, 2006 | 3:32 AM
today i continue painting.
still it makes no difference (:

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the introduction (:

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nerice is one bean!

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dionne is two bean!

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dionne the PIG!

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yanyun the PENGUIN.

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nerice the xando bean.

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dionne the sticky bean.
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(: i dont feel depressed.
i feel hollow and empty.

if you didnt realise it,
these are pictures from paint.
(:< im pretty good at it huhs?
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| 2:42 AM
dionne is a happy girl.
so dont bring her down(:


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Tuesday, August 08, 2006 | 6:42 PM
i can finally post((:
i've been deleting the double posts for
the past ten minutes? ://

i shall reply tags here!
:DD (i like grinning widely)


nerice> hahahahas, im so sorry! i forgot your cookies.
i put three inside the container the night before luhhhs!
and i forgot to bring it. i shall keep three cookies for you
then. only if i dont crave for them. this is the first time i
didnt eat famous amos cookies within two nights. HAHA(:

!!!!> HULLOS, you're hyjean ahs? but im CRAZYON what.
you're hygiene! huhs? hahahahahahahas, i dont know what
im saying. okay i shall the presornal to personal((: but you
remain a boot cleaner till you tell me your post! hahahahaha((:

daphne> yep much better. my primary school track coach/teacher,
introduced this baiyun yao to my mother. damn good lahs! hahahas.
that night right, the wound started to have the scab liaos. i shall be
better on angmokio day :DDD JIAYOUS!

done. i like smiling small too (:

yesterday was my day!
i was the fancy dresser for my class
HAHAHAHAHAHAS(:
i look so sexy siahs, right
i was wearing a garbage bag,
with loads of stuff stuck all over.
i had a grass skirt too! :DD
and some, POLE?

hahahas(: anyway truth won.
with their scraps of cloth :/
one of my balls dropped when
i was running to the sec ones!
))): sians.

i was waving the singapore flag wildly
when we sang the national songs.
*wave wave to the right, hit nerice!*
*wave wave to the left, hit jiamin!*
and that was the reason i was being patriotic
i was actually, i wore one sock red one sock white.
my laces were red and white too
HAHAHAHAS :D

then i went out with nerice, huiting and wanyee.
when we walked to the canteen,
i found out my wallet wasnt with me!
THEN I WENT BACK TO CLASS!
also dont have lahs. then finally,
when we took out everything liaos,
then we found out that, it was in my bag!
BUT IT WAS LIKE INSIDE THE CLOTH,
then cannot come out one! xD
and so i had to cut a slit to get it out.
:/ i found out where it went inside liaos!
the small pocket outside -.-

then i treated nerice to slurpee,
cause 2 for $2 mahs.
xuejun, weishan, elizabeth kept slurping,
our slurpees! HAHAHAHAHAS
got off at the mrt to find huting/wanyee

on the mrt, me and nerice were crpping like siao.
donno how it started lahs. then we ended up with
this word EMAL. opposite of lame (x
we were saying this loads opf times.
you're lame in the really really LAME sense.
im lame in the OPPOSITE kind of sense.
hahahahahahas.

met up and went to find someone's present.
after finding that someone's present, we went to
buy macs for lunch :D takeaway lunches.
then we walk for very long, up to the top.
cause nerice said there were seats.
then this auntie say cannot eat there!

so we walked for very long, searching for a place
to sit down. guess where we sat down?
back at macdonalds. HUHS?! emal siahx
yeahs, then we took neoprints!
one neoprint look like National Day flag.
cause the background was white.
then all of us were wearing red.

yeahs, i like the miaows neoprint!
i chope liaos huiting go take! ahahahas.
naughty girl ROARRRRRRS xD
nevermind. hahahahas.

then i went to Chinatown.

i was super ecstatic. HAHAS(:
so many nice things and clothes.
i bought one shirt from this shop,
had the front and back view of this cartoon
couple xD so cute lahs

then we went to another shopping mall
bought beads and accessories from the BEAD SHOP.
to make the safety pins for teachers and myself :D
and my mother bought a skirt.

we went to OG after that.
my mother bought two tops i think.
i saw this expensive olive oyle top!
i mean it looks like cheap material,
but its like $30, so i didnt want it liaos

we had dinner.
a plate of 12 dumplings.
it tastes super nice lahs.
just like yulaoshi's handmade dumplings!
then a plate of white carrot cake.
not the nicest plate of carrot cake ive eaten

then we went to another place to shop!
shopping haven, i forgot where liaos.
the things there are like, shweetx SIAHXSZSCZX
seriously lahs, the things there are so nice.
i bought this very cute shirt.
its a long shirt, with like a scrawled collar,
golden tie and pockets.
and this mickey mouse denim/cloth skirt!

yeahs, then shop somemore.
bought my voodoo ear rings.
and helped my mother complete
her jungle themed clothes for
some teacher's function lahs.

i saw this chain necklace in the shop!
its so nice. chain as in CHAIN you know.
those thick metal chains kind of thing?
only it was plastic lahs. my mother dont
let me buy ): say dont chain myself up.
HAHAHAHAS(:

i went down to the ground floor and
i saw a very shuai guy with his
mother father and sister xD

then i went home.
END.
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Monday, August 07, 2006 | 4:44 AM
i have scraped knees )':
just in time for National Day!
Red blood with white bandages,
i might just draw some stars and a moon.

warmup :D
i wanted to stop but i didnt.
regina and jiaxing ran so fast today!
:/ i had to sprint to catch with them

training :D
steps! steps just keep getting easier now.
i kept laughing at three man(girl?) ballwork.
cause when i was doing the dodge,
mrs chia keep saying throw!
and i couldnt stop laughing -.-"
so i couldn't catch the ball.
(im balancing cupcakes on my head)

match xD
i was being a professional and gehkiang Center!
i intercepted a lot of balls! WHOOPEES(:
yingqi is a professional GD too!
we are all professional netballers!
wahahahahas.

Professional Goal shooter.
-Sandra the captain.
-Helena, my leather boot cleaner.

Professional Goal Attack.
-Limin, my leather boot cleaner.
-Helena, my leather boot cleaner.

Professional Center:
-Angie the vice capt
-Dionne the President

Professional Wing Attack:
-Angie the vice capt
-Daphne and Michelle the vice presidents
-ME? sometimes ME. the wonderful president.

Professional Wing Defence:
-Hyjean, its nothing presonal.
-Rachel, my leather boot cleaner.

Professional Goal Defence.
-Yingqi my leather boot cleaner.
-Rachel my leather boot cleaner.
-Sandra the captain! sometimes.

Professional Goal keeper.
-Yuhui the tall boot cleaner!


HAHAHAHAS.
as you can see, i have loads of boot cleaners
but its temporary, till i find a post for you all.

Secretary!
Clerk!
Office Girl!
Prime minister!
Minister of Defence!
Minister of Attack!
Minister of Midfielding!

hahahahahas who want be?
the 'leftovers' shall remain boot cleaners.
xDD hahahahahas

MY NETBALL SNRS ROCK!
hahahahahs.
sharrie, dawn, alex, yanbing ((:
yanbing the doctor?
or was it dawn.
alex was the nurse!
sharrie the 'pacifier' and comforter.
HAHAHAHAHAHAS pacifier.

i love netballers((:
sec1 2 3 4 hahahahahas.
i go tampines liaos BYE!
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Sunday, August 06, 2006 | 2:55 AM
yesterday night i had a blasted dream.
and oh no i shant tell you! you're going to cry )): HAHAHAS.
okay i tell you lahs. i SCARED ahs. i SCARED
later your mother come and complain me.
" !&#&^*!_(_~(~*N^@*^!*@" she will say.

hahahas its very stupid actually.
i was racing with this super muscular man,
who was wearing really obscene short shorts.
:/ and i won. PAHS, i won! its unbelievable yehs?
but in reality, i obviously wont win lahs.
and thats why its blasted.

i dont wna dream of your face.
or dreaming of seeing you again.
cause it'll only make me feel bad,
and in reality, dreams seldom come true.
sorry but i dont wna get over you.

it wouldnt be crzy,
to wish for just one more day,
one more day like one then?
or would it.


these stupid wishes i have.
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Friday, August 04, 2006 | 8:05 PM
AHAHAHAS.
im in love with
Wannabe by Spice Girls

Yo, I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want,
So tell me what you want, what you really really want,
I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want,
So tell me what you want, what you really really want,
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna really really really wanna zigazig ha.

If you want my future forget my past,
If you wanna get with me better make it fast,
Now don't go wasting my precious time,
Get your act together we could be just fine

I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want,
So tell me what you want, what you really really want, I
wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna really really really wanna zigazig ha.

If you wanna be my lover, you gotta get with my friends (gotta get with my friends)
Make it last forever friendship never ends,
If you wanna be my lover, you have got to give,
Taking is too easy, but that's the way it is.

What do you think about that now you know how I feel,
Say you can handle my love are you for real,
I won't be hasty, I'll give you a try
If you really bug me then I'll say goodbye.

Yo I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want,
So tell me what you want, what you really really want,
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna really really really wanna zigazig ha.

If you wanna be my lover, you gotta get with my friends (gotta get with my friends)
Make it last forever friendship never ends,
If you wanna be my lover, you have got to give,
Taking is too easy, but that's the way it is.

So here's a story from A to Z, you wanna get with me you gotta listen carefully,
We got Em in the place who likes it in your face,
we got G like MC who likes it on an
Easy V doesn't come for free, she's a real lady,
and as for me you'll see,
Slam your body down and wind it all around
Slam your body down and wind it all around.

If you wanna be my lover, you gotta get with my friends (gotta get with my friends),
Make it last forever friendship never ends,
If you wanna be my lover, you have got to give,
Taking is too easy, but that's the way it is.
If you wanna be my lover, you gotta, you gotta, you gotta,
you gotta, you gotta, slam, slam, slam, slam

Slam your body down and wind it all around.
Slam your body down and wind it all around (uh uh).
Slam your body down and wind it all around.
Slam your body down zigazig ah

If you wanna be my lover.

:D i love this song.
jean angie yingqi sandra!
i hope you're having fun at Bintan!

im going to act cute today.
im going to act cute today.
im going to act cute today.

you know how im going to act cute?
im going to wear our class tee
plus blouse combination thingy.
and my velvetyy purple skirt.

i want to borrow waii's tie!
ytd i was trying it out at home.
and i wore my younger brother's
Parkview prefect tie.
it looked nice actually.
:O maybe i wear my gor's Raffles TIE!
but i still want to borrow yanyun's PINK tie.

im crzy cause im going for tuition.
HAHAHAHAHAS((: NEHHMINDS,
crazy is dionne. dionne is good.
heeheehees((: dionne is the IN thing.
you have to be friends with her okay!

Friendship never ends <3
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| 3:47 AM
hahahas((: no trng today!
i like no trng days, not.
i feel so weird, not feeling tired :D
actually i am weird xD
so is weishan, baggy dearest

yeps, saw daphne michelle helena
wanlin joan limin at the bus stop!
:O me and michelle were
so damn bitchy! xDD
and so i found out something that you dont.
hahahahahahas.

i wasnt holding on to anything on the bus.
so i kept falling, and falling and falling.
i almost fell on this auntie on a seat!
ahahahahas. then she kicked me.
wahlaus ehs, never help me..
STILL KICK ME FOR WHAT!

i was falling here and there lahs.
until i finally found my pole! :D
later i sat down with michelle.
HAHAHAHAHAS.

nothing happened after that.
piano lesson was good :DD
(tsk daphne i told you i clever alr)
but seriously i didnt practice lahs LOL
the next female mozart !
my piano teacher thinks its the netball.
fingers got more grip! WOO((:

im wearing my polka dot tee
and white three quarters on
NATIONAL DAY! or arnold's nday
LOLOLOLS. i wanna scribble on
my white school shoes, the
singapore flag or something.
or not ahahahahas.

somehow it always makes me cry.
and it was all okay.
today it hurt so bad.
suddenly i realised.
it was never me anyway.

so why do i still keep looking out,
for a familar face? i shall get over it.
...
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Thursday, August 03, 2006 | 1:03 AM
wahahahas((: mr wong is funny sialxszsx
weishan says mr wong has a DIPLOMA in BALLET!

:OO explains his gayness
his gay but nice gayness! :DD
actually no lahs, mr tai is more of a gay
LOLOLS.

he was so damn funny lahs.
he danced like some damn clown.
oh he made it all enjoyable (x
he's damn funny lahs HAHAHAHA

yeahs i danced like crap!
michelle was damn cute!
piggy sandra was ROCKING!

hahahahahas.
i cant dance for my life.
who put me in the first ROWWW?

i almost squashed a squashed cockcroach.
as usual jesslyn screamed damn loud.
only this time elizabeth screamed too!
then i started hopping very quickly.
:DDD fast reflexes, so i didnt step on it!
twas too engrossed in discussing about
SLIMMING DOWN.

dont worry! its not me who wants to!
its jesslyn. and elizabeth and me,
were talking her out of it, DEBATE!
we make a pair of wonderful debators.
tsk, esp me :DDDDDDDD
if you want to eat slimming pills,
dont come near me and elizabeth!
we will talk you out of it,
definitely. HEEHEEHEE((:

when i got on the bus 53,
i saw benjie YO, chao act cool cans.
he had a very nerdy friend HAHAS.
then his friend was like bugging him xD
yike, how come he holding badminton RACKET?
isnt he in like, basketball or something? HUHS.

yeahs, he was trying to act damn cool.
keep saying ni ma ma, ni ba ba.
i was trying to give him my best -.- face.
i bet it turned out screwy lahs.
my eyes are too big to form a line.
HAHAHAHAS((:

jiam is mean in a funny way((:
AHAHAHAHAHAS. i shant say why!

i cant help but think,
its not me no longer.
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Wednesday, August 02, 2006 | 3:56 AM
today was so funny (x

and fun :DDDDDD

trng:

i rushed to the forum there.
found out it started at three thirty.
i didnt eat my lunch!
cause i couldnt decide on what to eat.
:/ so sick of the food liaos.

when daphne and michelle came,
me and her were stoning.
i was pretending to drink tea.
daphne was eating cake!
so we were zhan ma bu-ing!
xDD

warmup was rather slack lahs.
regina ran slower than usual!
heeheehees((: slower still pls.
at one point jenna was like,
" we lost half the sec ones"
hahahahahas donno why, we just laughed.
LOLS.

did steps again!
A PARTICULAR SOMEONE CHEATED.
fake say she got stitch lahs.
i nver hear before people hop will get stitch luhhs.
then we were being so sarcastic.
xDD telling her not to eat SO MUCH.
so she wont get stitch.

three man ballwork.
game with sectwos.
before that when we havent play,
michelle was talking to DEBBIE!
then they talk talk talk,
michelle ask who they vote for.
our division lahs :DDD
ecstatic, SO TOUCHED.
they say quite a lot vote for yingqi,
annnnd ME! :DD

but i dont want be captain lahs.
just didnt feel they wld vote for me.
LMAO. hyjean & michelle told their
secret vice captain already! EXPOSED!
they voted angie the now vice captain :D

last part of trng was so fun.
we were talking nonsense lahs.
then do our PNP waves and smiles.
hahahahas, me and michelle were making speeches.
on slacking and warmup.

we were making a pledge.
then we started with WE.
then ended with WE.
because we donno what to say.
hahahahas.

teamwork period.

we had stickers on our back.
so we were supposed to find out
which race we were lahs.
ask your friend for facts.
me and sarah were indians.

hahahas. we ownself fill in one lahs.
cause jiam so obvious. she was like
" WEAR SARI ONE"
so obvious lahs.

then we got into our racial groups.
me sarah sara and xinying ((:
we make a funny group.

I WAS THE SCRIBER/WRITER/REPORTER!
SARAH WAS THE QUESTION COMMANDO!
SARA WAS THE ENCOURAGER!
XINYING WAS THE TIME TAKER!

me and sarah crapped lahs.
we were supposed to discuss.
how you wld reply to a racist comment
made by your chinese friend.

#1. Shutup you chinese.
#2. Dont say that. We are =! Because the president says so.
President say So i also say lors.
#3. You dont like that lahs. Later karma come and bite you.
You dont like that lahs. Llama bite is not nice to bite one OKAY?
#4. You dont so racist lahs. Would you like it if other people racist you ALSO?

in between Sara the encourager was also very funny.
she sounded so sarcastic lahs.
said something like "That was a WONDERFUL comment"
everytime we said something stupid xDD
and "this is a very wonderful mediative silence."

her engrish very good lahs.
she pronounces very accurately,
and her vocab is like so wide! :X
my engrish are so best woMANS.

there's only ONE thing that pissed me today.
i was happily sleeping on my table.
then that jiahui, for no good reason,
go bang my table DAMN loud lahs.
just to wake me up lahs.
HULLOS. THERE'S A REASON WHY IM SLEEPY
OKAY? IF IM NOT TIRED, I WLDN'T SLEEP LAHS.
whatta hell. you better not make me angry liaos.
BETTER NOT OKAYS.

im intending to take mrt tomorrow.

i wna change my piano lesson to friday!

hahahahahas. so i can rest well ((:

have fun SPORTS TRIP people!
:DD we'll miss you as much as we cant.
oh can you read between my lines?

hahahahas im a weird idoit,
just like nerice :DDD
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Tuesday, August 01, 2006 | 3:50 AM
cip was so sad )):

caryl do you agree? :/

it was so sad lahs.
the old people have no life at all.
they eat sleep and watch tvee.
mrs tan was right, vry right.
they ARE waiting for death.

we and caryl were over there,
talking to the auntie on the 2nd floor.
we were talking to her,
and she started talking about her children.
and her grandchildren.
then her eyes, slowly started to fill with tears lahs.
but they remained there, controlled.

its incorrigible to send your parents to a HOME.
they brought you up, they cared for you.
with nothing in return. then you send them
TO A FRKING SHIT HOME ?!
its like HULLOS? wheres your love for them.
its not like you dont have the ability to t.care of them
RIGHT? RIGHT? RIGHHHT?!

then there was nice aunty on the 3rd floor.
she was also very nice. she was so friendly!
then she told us that another ahma was 102!
then her son came to see her EVERYDAY((:
her son is also how old already lahs, still come.
unlike those SUPER UNFILIAL OTHER CHILDREN.
the third floor auntie was 60 only lors.
which means her children are still very young.
but they come only twice a week.
she also wanted to cry already lors.
but i think she didnt want to show us.
but the tear was so close to dropping.
i was like, so frking sad also lahs!

oh why do people have to be like this.
so cold and unfeeling- cold blooded.
they dont care for others,
thinking the best for themselves.
its so unfair, as i watched them.
hold the cards we gave them,
so tenderly and gently.
afraid to spoil it in some way.

i wna go to Ju Eng Home again.
i wna make them feel better,
a whole lot better )':
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